Tonight i watched the "Brits" on tv with surround sound on full volume and drank a bottle of wine whilst doing so. I sang along and cheered and clapped and cried and laughed. Music is my passion. i am 43 yrs old but i am a huge fan of all music. i wept when Amy sent her little message to blake. How cute. I am so relaxed because my husband is away. he's in Mallaig working. has been since Monday. I am sleeping so well! (and no shoes in sight!) After 20 years of treading on egg shells i have some freedom and it feels good. I drove to Aberlour and bought cigarettes and smoked some ( in defiance ) and it felt good. I cant get too used to it cos he'll be home n Friday but i'm enjoying the peace. C.xxx
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badhairdaysmakeyoustronger
- 2008-02-21 @ 19:51:49
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- 2008-02-26 @ 12:02:21
Welcome to blogland and i am glad your enjoying the peace and quiet, I like music as well but dont get to listen to much nowadays my partner likes her soaps too much
As for 20 years treading on eggshells i know that feeling very well being 12 years younger than my partner the paranoid and jealousy can kill relationships very hard, but in this community i have made some very good friends and have had a lot of support. So drop buy anytime for a chat or a moan or even just a laugh, never feel your alone and never feel trapped. Hope you enjoy the peace 
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- 2008-02-28 @ 02:53:42
soooo u seem a little like a person i know .......my mother.she very depressed sometimes and drinks a bottle of wine and smokes a couple of ciggs.any way i hate it and i know im not much help butt stop smokeing its horrable for u and the people around u.ohhhhhhhh almost forgot try doing yoga or something relaxing......if u can hope i helped....mabey just a little........p.s,i am a horrible speller,sorry.
Smoke all you want. It's bad for you but you're gonna die anyway. What do you mean you sleep better when your husband is away? Does he snore? I personally hate sleeping in the same bed with my mother, she is always grunting and muttering and being her annoying self...I'm telling you I have come this close(my fingers are less than a millimeter apart) to murdering her and blaming it on my sister. So I usually avoid it. Hey, maybe you should think about seperate bedrooms? Or a divorce? Sorry if I'm being too forward, feel free to curse or ignore me(after all what do I know??). I'm just saying this cause you seemed kind of depressed.
Seriously, I'm sorry if this offends you in anyway. I'm young and dumb.